It was early in the morning as I lay on my yoga mat. I had just finished my kundalini kriya and was resting in savasana. Part way through, I suddenly had the desire to wander up the stairs and climb upon my lover for some wonderful morning fun.
I breathed deeply to complete my yoga practice, opened my eyes, and began to climb the stairs with a devious inner smile.
As I entered the bedroom, he was all tucked in under the covers. I could see his eyes were barely open as the sound of me coming up the creaking stairs must have just awakened him. As his eyes followed me across the room, I slowly took off my shirt and my pants, and then stood for a moment before him naked with a big smile on my face.
I walked over to the bed, pulled the covers down to his knees, only to reveal a wonderfully hard and erect vajra waiting for me!
“Mmmm, well that was great timing!”, he said with a smirk.
I crawled on top of him placing his vajra between my lower lips feeling my breasts gently flow over his chest.
He closed his eyes and moaned.
I held his head and began kissing him passionately while I placed the head of his vajra gently into my yoni. She was already wet… perhaps it was her that told me that this is what she wanted right now! Slowly I descended his wonderful shaft, kissing him passionately all the while.
Oh, how I love this sense of overwhelm. I love flowing in the passion coming from within me and, even more, I love overwhelming HIM. I love kissing him so quickly that he can’t think. I love moving along his vajra in ways he doesn’t expect. I love grinding into him so deeply that my whole body vibrates and this vibration sends him completely sideways.
You see, my man loves to be in the masculine. He loves to be in charge. He loves to be the one that drives ME crazy with his strength and what HE does to me with his hands, tongue and vajra. So, to confuse the straight arrow of his masculine energy is a thrill beyond thrills.
As I see him losing his powerful ground, the chaos within me heightens. I release myself to the energy flowing within me. I let the magic and mystery within myself go wild. I take this ride with him allowing the chaos of the feminine to rule.
I’m not sure what my yoni had in mind when she asked for us to head up those stairs… but I was certainly happy to explore this wonderful and pleasure-filled adventure!
The interesting thing about this story is that it would seem like the feminine is actually acting in the masculine. It would seem like she is “in charge”, that she is “driving the boat”.
However, this isn’t true.
Masculine energy is intentional, clear, and straight ahead. It creates space for an experience. It DOES. It touches. It gives. It has intention and follows through.
The feminine energy that was flowing here was completely chaotic. There was no intention except for the exploration of what was happening within her. It’s challenging to describe this feeling of wildness that overtakes us if we allow it.
Here are some photos that might help us imagine.
What does the masculine do when faced with this kind of wild energy?
Initially, there is a joyful sense of overwhelm. There is the thrill of being taken on this mysterious and insanely pleasurable ride.
But within the ride, they must find their masculine strength. If the masculine has a vajra inside of you, then he must have enough wherewithall to not ejaculate. He must continually find his centre within the hurricane.
He must polarize to his masculine to the same strength that the feminine wildness is tempting to utterly enthrall him.
As the feminine wildness senses her masculine trying to find his solid ground, this is very exciting because as he finds his ground, she is free to become even wilder. With every inch of ground he gains, the spirals within her quicken. Every time he finds his eye of the hurricane, she makes the hurricane bigger, wilder, more savage, and tumultous!
He, of course, feels the speed increasing and now understands the game. He digs even deeper refusing to lose his ground completely.
Can you imagine the magnetism of this coupling?! Can you imagine the innate power of both people? Can you imagine the incredible pleasure flowing through this union?
This is the thrill of the feminine.
Is she in charge? Yes and No.
But, of course, the dance of the masculine and feminine is never about who is in charge. It’s only about the dance… and what polarity and passion each one brings to it!
If you would like to dive deeper into the Masculine & Feminine Journey, please check out my latest book “Divine Union of the Masculine & Feminine”.
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